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Crack the Shutters

Journal Entry: Sat Dec 5, 2009, 5:56 AM
A window is a transparent opening in a wall (or other solid and opaque surface) that allows the passage of light and, if not closed or sealed, air and sound. Windows are usually glazed or covered in some other transparent or translucent material. Windows are held in place by frames, which prevent them from collapsing in. The word Window originates from the Old Norse ‘vindauga’, from ‘vindr – wind’ and ‘auga – eye’, i.e. "wind eye".


The feeling of isolation when standing behind a window is the most precious one of all. The stillness and silence inside while the world is moving outside and you, standing there in between watching, resembles a little death, one that sometimes you crave, one that definitely helps you keep going on; and if it doesn’t, at least one thin ray of light will come in anyway.


… crack the shutters open wide …





Have a great last-month-of-the-year all!
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Journal layout references.

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Rozz Williams - Flowers
  • Reading: Vasia Tzanakari - Enteka Mikroi Fonoi

Partition

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 20, 2009, 1:31 PM
Never, and I mean never, ever make a partition to an external hard disk. If you do, what you will get is an autonomous device which formats itself without any prior notice or warning!

The funny thing is that I don’t feel frustrated nor sad! No, I am not (that) disordered. It seems that an amount of data bringing back bad and painful memories is duly erased and gone. What I only feel is anger towards myself for having not the courage to do it on purpose.

Some people just “turn the page”, others just “let go” but for me all I had to do was a partition to my HD.

Now that everything is set, let’s move on to the interesting part of this journal, shall we?

This feature is about to a very talented artist and photographer that his skills go beyond just technique and/or settings! I am not that kind to give you more of his work here but at the same time kind enough to urge you to pay a visit to his gallery! Enjoy!

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Have a great rest of the month all!
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Journal layout references.

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Peter Murphy - Cuts You Up
  • Reading: R. Hobb - Farseer Trilogy / Assasin's Apprentice

Days to Come

Journal Entry: Wed Oct 28, 2009, 3:59 AM
Don't be sad and come, come to look out of the windows in a wasted morning, this lost and menacing sky is yours, it's just my gift, my gift for you. Only my hate still remains, only closed eyes and hazy shouting which are dying out so lazily while everything shatters my idiot plans.

Let's go for a walk to foggy streets, foggy like the dreams we dreamt about and keep on staying alive in the frozen dreams which somebody sings the praises of. Here is just the hand of your cruel friend, in a silence "vie" with no return, then you push me back, back to the tiredness where I come from... alone?

Maybe time ago I did give up, losing something I was fond of, but there is no trick, no lack of awareness,if I look back. Some hours again, in the loss's sun, and also your eyes will get a flower, born among the new fear of the crowd, born while waiting crimes to come.

I have open eyes and I still breathe and I breathe pure wrath in the cut air, and believe me scorn is not enough for this heaven. And I breathe the streets of loneliness even though they told I was dead and I can't forget the boundless winter and what it whispers.

Only for your eyes I might cry, but I cannot look, cannot look at you. I have joy and death within myself.







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Journal layout references.

  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: Kirlian Camera - Invisible Front
  • Reading: R. Hobb - Farseer Trilogy / Assasin's Apprentice

Fool-ed

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 8, 2009, 11:36 AM



"We left. Walking uphill and into the wind. That suddenly seemed a metaphor for my whole life."
~ Fitz


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  • Mood: Happy Tears

Exit scene

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 5, 2009, 10:35 AM


by `spyroteknik


Κι αν έσβησε σαν ίσκιος τ' όνειρό μου,
κι αν έχασα για πάντα τη χαρά,
κι αν σέρνομαι στ’ ακάθαρτα του δρόμου,
πουλάκι με σπασμένα τα φτερά·

κι αν έχει, πριν ανοίξει, το λουλούδι
στον κήπο της καρδιά μου μαραθεί,
το λεύτερο που εσκέφτηκα τραγούδι
κι αν ξέρω πως ποτέ δε θα ειπωθεί·

κι αν έθαψα την ίδια τη ζωή μου
βαθιά μέσα στον πόνο που πονώ -
καθάρια πώς ταράζεται η ψυχή μου
σα βλέπω το μεγάλο ουρανό,

η θάλασσα σαν έρχεται μεγάλη,
και ογραίνοντας την άμμο το πρωί,
μου λέει για κάποιο γνώριμο ακρογιάλι,
μου λέει για κάποια που 'ζησα ζωή!


Κι αν Έσβησε σαν Ίσκιος...
Στίχοι: Κώστας Καρυωτάκης [Νηπενθή]
Μουσικη: Διάφανα Κρίνα [Κι η άγαπη πάλι θα καλεί]

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  • Mood: Speechless

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